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It’s official I’m a working girl… 3 months into my new job and what’s fallen off my plate? Blogging, laundry, friends, my family… all of which are crying Booooo now – sorry!

So what have I been doing? Working like a dog, taking classes, going out on dates, going to football games and kids birthday parties, traveling and trying to catch up with old co-workers … stuff.

Let’s play the game of catch up starting with - I know what you did last Sunday… The TTC Type and Tile Tour aka the TTTT. Hosted by Joe Clark who is a sign enthusiast but is helping to raise awareness of the issues of wayfinding in a system I use everyday. Read an interesting interview here, not with Joe but a former TTC guy Bob Brent.

Okay so maybe it’s semi-professional interest but wayfinding has always been a bit of a thing for me. For instance, I can remember being in the hospital in Fredericton performing the bedside vigil for my grandmother and taking a break to wander – where did my mind go while walking down the hall (aside from family memories)? To the way the hospital has coded their space so that you know when you enter and exit certain areas, the use of colour and images that help you identify your location in the building. I was especially struck by how you almost didn’t need a map… I challenge anyone to try that on the TTC, in Women’s College Hospital or the underground PATH system.

If my life were a video this is where we rewind… this time back 3 weeks. There was an interview with a University of Winnipeg Professor of Women’s & Gender Studies to talk about being raised by a feminist. Interesting conversation over the course of dinner about what it means to be a feminist and how being raised by one affected me and what my choices in life might be… the more she asked questions about what feminism was the more I felt like I was railing against the idea of being feminist. Then I asked her a question about how she sees feminism in general and the conversation shifted from a very focused conversation on my own personal perceptions of my family dynamics to global impacts of feminism – and shocker of shockers there I was saying “if I was in a country where my rights, freedoms and opportunities were impinged because I was a woman… well I’d be the first one screaming from the rooftops that change needed to happen.” So where does that leave me now… I guess it means that I think I can do anything if I only apply myself & so can you!

Rewind #3… we went to France. Mom, Dee and myself went to France, 13 days, 7 cities, 1100 Euros of shopping, 3 trains, 1 car rental, 2 bus trips, 1 winery, 5 markets, 1 fashion museum. First the fashion museum in Marseille, I can’t believe I’m going to say this but I was disappointed. There was a very good exhibit on show but there was no permanent collection on display, in fact when I asked some questions not only would I have to have booked about 3 weeks in advance to see any of it but it only has a few thousand items in the collection and they’re primarily from the 1980’s onward. When I went to Philadelphia a few years ago their collection was more impressive – though to be honest I still stand by the Dugald Costume Museum (which just moved to Winnipeg) was one of the most interesting collections I’ve ever seen… historical and modern all at the same time.

Rewind even more & Fast Forward… multiple dates with the Argos. Fred, Paul, Bill and I decided to go in for season tickets – right in the end zone. The per game cost was about $18 and what I thought was going to be a fun time turned out to be a renewed love of the CFL… I was cheering with the best of them! I cheered for Winnipeg when they came to town (and no my seat mates didn’t give me any grief) and I’m looking forward to both the playoff game (Toronto got to by into the semi final) and the Grey Cup under the Skydome. Let me tell you after some late season games back in Winnipeg I’m grateful for the warmth of the ‘dome, braving it out like a trooper be damned I’m not going to have to freeze my ass off!

Rewind #4, even further all the way back to July… the Winnipeg Folk Festival. Festival highlights include dancing with my mother for almost the entire set of Michael Franti & Spearhead - we were not the only ones dancing… in fact it was like the entire crowd stood as one when they played, the kind of music you just can sit back and listen to – it gets into your veins and makes you move! The other standout for the festival was Olabelle who sang such a haunting version of the song “Down by the Riverside” that it made me follow them around all festival hoping just to hear the song again, of course I brought that home with me to have for keeps!

Rewind #5 and to go even further back your into my sitting at home thinking about working days. The lazy hazy days of summer that allowed me to cook amazing, yummy meals, bake bread, sit still and enjoy life. It was a broke but amazing time, I now think back to those days wondering how I managed to do nothing at all for so long… I also think about how little stress I had and how much my body loved not having the adrenaline coursing through my system.

Back to today and I’m a business suit wearing manager handling many, many tasks that I didn’t think I’d signed up for (since when am I even close to an IT manager?) but am handling the best I can. I have days where I’m in over my head and others where I wonder how the hell I got here… and then days like today where I want to crawl back into bed. It’s good for the most part and I’m surprisingly good at many parts of what I’m doing, I guess that’s experience talking when things work out well.

I’ve been to 2 kiddie birthday parties in the last few weeks, both of which were a ton of fun. Saffron and I have had a couple of playdates lately and I have to say there’s nothing much like getting kiddie hugs and kisses – well that and running together that’s fun too! My friends seem to be in the midst of another baby boom and in the next year there’s going to be a few additions to the kidlet content of my circle of friends.

I’ve tried my hand at dating recently, with the requisite ups and downs – I have to say that some days I wonder if I just shouldn’t just allow myself to focus on my career, not to say I don’t want other things but I feel like I’m just pushing the issue. Then again it’s hard to see the people I love hitting the life stages that I myself would love to be in… I feel like I’m stuck in limbo waiting for the timing, the chemistry and the rest of it to all fall into place.